Masked Person

 No one truly knows what anyone thinks or feel. 
 No one truly  knows what anyone hiding from
 what they're showing.

When i said that i am a strong, i am brave and i can do anything by my self, how do you respond it all  ? Are you believe it all  ? Are you ever care about anything about me ? about something that was happened and how big I lied to myself !!! Sure, it's hurt, when i can't say something except to only say "i am okay". When i stand in front of people, are they ever read how broken my heart and how crazy myself ?  I don't think so, yes they just read this cover, most of them only saw my smiling and never to care inside this smile.

In this life everyone has feeling, we are have a brain to think anything. We are the controler in all things that happen in our life. If the sadness is come no one can control it except our own self, we are crying and sometimes there are people come to suggest us for becoming strong and never to cry, but are you ever to thinked that you're human  ? so why yo're always make yourself like not a human ? Let's crying until you're feel more well. It's normal if you get the sadness or crying when something hurt yourself. Stop pretending again cause you're deserve to do anything like a real person.

Sadness.
Weakness.
Ilness.

You can't get away from it because you re not a robot. How long do you want to hurt yourself with so many denials ? How many crazy things that you are to do for fooling everyone  ? How many
the fake smile you're trying to show it again  ? it's enough ! Now you should be honest, so let's breathe with relief.

You need to respect with yourself.
You need to hear what your feeling say.
You need to accept what you're thinking about.
You should put yourself to be the first in this life.

But,...
As a good person it is not enough if you only stuck in the same place. In the world not only you have a feeling. There are many people that more hurt than you, but they can rise again. People only push you from outside and God always hug you from outside and inside. So, there is not reason for make yourself like die. Open your eyes, this world is not more cruel like something that tried to kill you last time.

Forgive them.
You are deserve to be happy .
To someone who make you sad and down, they are not deserve to controling you.
To every problem that come, it's only test how strong you are.
You should appreciate what do you have right now. If something is left you have to be sincere and believe that something better comes after it.

So, be yourself and love yourself.